Was that energy there - did I kiss it?
Was it hanging from my lips, tingling in fingertips
all those texts and those talks - what tipped it?
...
Goodbye was among the hardest things to do
but when we said it, I didn't think I was really losing you
...
yet here I am.
...
Alone and pondering the signs that I missed
or dismissed?
the things I gave weight that were weightless.
the things I overlooked - I can't take this.
...
See I don't want you back and I don't want to be her
but I do wish we could return to what we were
for just a little bit
so I could see fit
with 20/20 hindsight: refit
my actions
so they'd suit you better.
You deserved better.
I just didn't know how to be better at the time.
So if I could go back, I'd be me in my prime
and you wouldn't have had to hurt.
You deserved better.
I just didn't know how to be better at the time.
