Saturday, June 15, 2019

APS

I don't wanna do this.

I DO NOT wanna do this.

But you got me thinkin' 'bout doin' this.

A'ight.

Looks like we're doin' this...

...

Y'all don't know me.

And you can't hurt me.

My armor's on

so even if you desert me

I can say it don't mean shit to me

say it don't hurt when you hit me

or -

worse -

when you don't give enough of a damn to give your 2 cents to me.

Starvin' for affection here

but my armor's on

so you can't see

but you...you got me...

thinkin' 'bout takin' my armor off.

Armor off.

What would happen if I...

took my armor off?

...

Spent the night, circling

a predator

Want to trap, eat, feast on all of ya

Can't have what I want

so I'ma bury ya

'Cuz that's how it goes -

bitches and hoes

maybe I envy ya.

How you lose yourself

in X, booze and designer shoes

I can't escape myself

need some help

trapped myself

wrapped myself

in armor.

Got my armor on.

so y'all can't hurt me

can't desert me

can't hit or quit me

But you - baby you got me thinkin'

thinkin' 'bout takin' my armor off.

Armor off.

What would happen if I...

took my armor off?

Would you, could you

listen

really hear and

touch me?

Put no one above me?

actually fuckin' love me?

You actually different?

or do I just want you to be?

kindred spirit?

my equal intellectually?

Your mind and your mouth

slaying me softly?

Nah.

Betchu don't even see

me.

Forget your 2 cents - I don't even register.

So I'll be leavin' my armor on.

Yeah.

Leavin' my armor on.

And it's so heavy, baby.

Leavin' my armor on.

Thursday, June 13, 2019

There She Go Again, Talkin' That Shit

Ostensibly we all know beauty is only skin deep, yadda, yadda, yadda...but it doesn't stop us from gravitating to the prettiest face in the room.

Which fucking sucks for those of us whose heart, soul, and mind are the pretty parts...

What's Your Sign?

Astrology is nonsense.

That said, I'm a Pisces.

All of my best friends are Geminis.

And every man who ever ripped my heart out of my chest was a Libra.

Like it was written in the stars or some shit.

Thursday, May 30, 2019

My Life In One Sentence

Tea

"In my personal experience, women raise their voices because they feel like they aren't being listened to. Men raise their voices because they feel like they aren't being obeyed." - insightful internet stranger